deceive oneself as well as others

no matter what i told or say

the one who know the fact still my heart

wanna own you badly but thats impossible

i clearly understood

time needed

give me more please

last trip in college

monday back from penang trip.

too tired and rest until now only blog bout it.

^^

drink drank drunk; shake it;laugh it;fooled it;enjoyed it;crazy trip

this is what i can say.

everyone came back with tired and sexy voice~

bcoz of 4 black label,not enough sleep,food and weather.

anyhow,is still a great awesome trip!!!

♥ till max!

throat ulcer

having ulcer in my throat.

FUCKING PAIN!!!

for this godly first time!!!

help~~~~

go for own path

2 more days for us to get along in the class.

after that,we all going for industrial training with less contact.

sooner or later,from a big big group and it will goes and become smaller and smaller group.

no more crazy shit together or whatsoever blow water session.

everything we got and had from the pass 2 years gonna stamp on my mind.

either sweet or bitter,there always be the best in my life.

i love you guys 1516!

enough is enough

he already a man who can be people's grandfather already.

he know what to do and not to.

he will find his way if he cant able to solve.

1 time of persuade and advice is enough.

whether to listen or not is up to him.

not dun't want to help,but is helpless.

useless to talk much.

im done with these and im quit.

stop these and bye.

crossed

finger cross for the interview tomoro.

**

BIG BIG GANG

having my very last final college exam on tues and wed.

in the after noon of tues,wc suggest to go for dinner after wed's exam.

so we invite everyone in the class except malay,indian and some ahem.[due to the place we go and communication error]

decided to create an event on fb for double confirm and invitation.

afterall, informed that the place we plan to go are closed on that day.

so we changed the location.

after some brain cell dead,location confirmed.

10+ cars go along.

around 50 Freak make noise in the restaurant.

bit of mood off with some small reason.

anyway,this is such a good gathering with 50 guys for dinner!

i bet there is not much ppl own this opportunity~

hehe

crazy photo taking from the beginning.

love it max and really look forward to it although i think that is a damn hard for it to come true~

anyway,

an unforgettable moments save in my heart.

=>

insomnia

fall asleep around 3am but got awake at 4am

once awake,cant fall asleep again due to the strong heartbeat

my heartbeat are kinda weird recently

hard to control

no matter how many time of deep deep breath also cant able to calm it down

it is 100 times more suffering then heartbroken

and even suffer for the one who love to sleep

i need a good sleep

or maybe i need some alcohol to help instead of sitting down here

im feeling uncomfortable

finger crossed*

wish everything goes smoothly.

crossed*

uncomfortable

not feeling alright

am i sick

or worry

been so down for the whole day

is so uncomfortable

someone help me

spirit

can u just stop appearing on my mind

i don't need a spirit to follow me whenever and whatever

just end it

whore

why there is such a shameless whore in this world?

aisk!

polluted the environment and peoples family.

we have endure you and let you do what u wanna do outside.

as long you are not come into this freaking HOME

[although you already did]

now,you want more.

PLEASE check your triangle eyes face before you force people to divorce.

this is family problems and not yours!

what fresh carrot skin are you?

why are you so desperate?

there is so many uncle there walk at the town why don't you go find them then?

[if you want bigger or huge there is many cow in the town also]

[finger rabbit a not bad recommendation also]

all you want is to get fucked.

so just go ahead and stop find family man,shameless whore!

i know

yes

i know very well.

but i just need time.

no matter how

night out with family recently.

sis going back soon.

although there is nothing really special happened.

but still there is gathering for us.

the time that being together,get together and laughter.

but soooon.

end is coming.

happy moment are always the shortest one.

when wrote the shortest words,

also remind me of my time in my institute.

same,

laughter argument craziness bosongness

everything. . .

a full stop gave the ending.

what a life.

chuck away

keep appearing on my mind.

hard to chuck away the missing.

although i know that won't be a good overcome.

but human being stages.

A must to have these.

=<

i wish you do have a heart for me too.

not as i thought

as i thought i will be kinda shy to get with you.

but actually after all.

i feel not that bad.

i think we might not be together or we might not match,

but there is better.

i like we all being together.

like sister and brother.

^^