phobia

waiting.

really kills.

and i do im phobia with it.

screwed that!

slow killer

now im feeling this way.
which should path should i choose to?
this is way more killing then whatever was it.

confused

Godamnshit*

another offer

thanks chef and calley.
get another offer.
which i hope is mine.
FINGER CROSSED with this.
Please be SMOOTH my GOD.
i begged.

contracdictory

yes,from the title above.
wanna stepout but scare and lil bit of hate of.
courages from the heart needed.
hate for being that chicken.
cant i just remove that "chicken" nerve from me?
need it badly.

tired

i dunno how long i can wait.
a wrong step has taken and causes this.
damnit.