emo.depression

peoples around me having depression and seems that Mr.E are turning around them.

i feels Mr.E nearby also.

mix feeling on my mind running here and there and so my heart.

Gosh!

presentation,projects and assignments KILLS!

unwillingly

dance recording end today.

last day which make most of us sunburn.

hurts,but i don't care.

as long there is connection and fun there with friends, i enjoy with it.

i love the way we get together and done stuff together!

last day today.

100% unwilling it to end.

i miss the time we practice and laugh together.

i like there is something to go whenever class end.

that feel so enrich with stuff and kinds.

why there must an END to a Happy stuff?

warm celebration

after video shooting in the afternoon, went to stone's grandmama house for steamboat and mid-autumn a.k.a mooncake festival celebration.

long time didn't get a huge group gathering with tonnes of food already.

thanks chai,lupita,stone and others few of them for setting this plan up.

i appreciate lots with kinds of celebration.

at least i can feel there is a connection among friends and not being lonely.

this is amazing!

lots of candid shot taken by me but not my camera,as i din own any of them.

but is fun to took those funny picture.

with at least we can flash back those moments.

awesome!

steamboat starts with full of expectation,but when the food are ready to eat,our stomach fullfill with gas,cant really eat much tho. XD

after that, we go for walked around the area with tanglung and kongming light.

they success to let the first kongming light fly up high and far,but the second and third was FAILED.

i didn't success to fly up a kongming light before.

how i wish i really could let my wishes come true from there. ><

while the walked is going on, my bro called.

he wish to join us.

but sad things is he cant able to catch up with us and follow by the pouring rain.

the first time my bro meet my friends in such condition and im quite happy with the incident.

their connection among my friends are good!

this is not in my prediction at all.

some stuff that i thought my bro cant accept but he accept,in the other way,some which i scare my friend don't really get to connect with my bros but also in the opposite result i get.

can u imagine how happy am i?

if u are a close friend to me, u might know i love to be with friends.

other than my family,there is friends!

so this is just toooo awesome!

last but not least,

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to every single human in this world!

understanding

sometimes,im wondering.

why people just cant be Understanding?

because of the matter of understanding,it cause lots of problem.

from small to big problems.

from big problems,it burst.

i just wish people to start understand each point of view before they start to complain or judge.

this is important.

benefit for both sides!

Be Understanding please~

bluee and greyish

once i woke up,i feel bluish.

don't know why.

maybe it the what-so-called SEASON and weather.

raining in the midnight made me get a good sleep recently or maybe im having holiday.

the season im referring is about couple break up.

there is few pairs of couple around me just break up.

i was asking myself is this a season for it?

anyway,don't freaking care about it.

or i should say i can't really care too much.

ok,come back to the point.

kinda E today.

but not as terrible as past few times.

kinda upset which i don't even know why.

everything seems to be so mess right now.

gosh!

anti with this kind of stupid feelings!

frust myself up!

dried up

tonnes of assignments and project waiting me!

gosh.

no time.

24hrs not enough!

gahhhh!

who can clear those for me?!

cries

after cries means some decisions made.

don't ever show how weak you're.

this is what i know since young.

first time ever for this burst up.

feel so embarrassed.

gosh.

don't wanna give shit anymore.

useless to think about.

i remember a thought that usually remind myself.-

If a problem can be solved, no need to worry about it. If a problem cannot be solved, what's the point of worrying?
and

No one will manufacture a lock without a key. Similarly God won't give problems without solution.

the best thought ever.

and out there,

i don't give a fuck anymore!

from my most important people in my life

insomnia night.

adding some clicking,games tunes,lights.

half wake half sleep.

no idea is that counts as my sleep time.

"woke" up with unknown force of pressure,fire and imperishable gas.

totally feel uncomfortable with it.

lovely mummy gave a ring while im almost reach college.

talk around hr.

console and teach me.

somethings happens all at on time too.

trying to control while mom consoling.

but was totally burst after frens asking bout red bug eye.

totally emancipate myself.

feel great and lilbit of depress at the same time.

feel don't really back to the psycho LYNN.

but i still get to smile with frens.

mum really helps me lots and i love mom always!

heart u momma~!

duh

do u think like this?

why do u need to do such a unnecessary stuff?

ok,in other way,maybe is my fault too.

i should ask for permission no matter what situation im in with.

i apologies then.

but... why do u wanna take the FAIR thingy in the top place of yours.

different people different personality.

but i just cant really bare on it sometimes.

is those it is unfair also to those who borrow us their place,or anything else?

can this consider a calculative type?

gah,mind crash.

everything start with a group planing,then naturally falls on me,then things change or goes fuck up,my fault again.

CCB!

maybe i should start to leave it.

sudden invitation and decision

grandma's buffday celebration was held at Garden's Redbox.

while almost come till the end,Jiing called and ajak for Maison.

On for me since i didn't been there and got nothing to do after that.

tagged Ida along.

first impression at the M club,-seafood restaurant?

[almost 99% of them are those underage Seafood]

not only that,the sound or whatsocalled speaker system are so lousy.

the song are old and keep repeating few times.

no ohmm at all la.

Banned this.

[the first also the last for me.]

at first was planing to go home around 2 but Ida ajak to sneak in Zouk.

[need to drop her there at first]

Ida was doubted by the bouncer but i didn't. should i happy or not?

[did i look so old?!and i even prepare my ic]

then was get impress from their sound system.

she bring TOUR around the place.

from barsonic to main room,then phuture to velvet.

there so many angmohs ,i wanna melt ad.

and also crowded like no body business.

hmm,like it~

<3

*from celebration to no ohmm place;then there go Z.

Final place is the so called clubs. thats music and what we called doom chitt doom chitt!

should hit up more! whoop whoop*

college

why others college inform class cancellation with sms and my college just through FB?

not just that.

they even just tell one of a collegemate.

how if those students didn't online?

how if those students busy?

why they cant just sent a email?

teach us about management but own a bad management.

such big/huge school and so factory there but stingy like salted fish.

what a shame.

so embarrassed.

lousy school!

afraid

uncomfortable with a feeling of afraid.

afraid to lose.

friends.

family.

stuff.

i cant imagine how pain will it be.

i don't wanna suffer from unknown force.

tell me when im over.

everything are just cant be too perfect whenever you hope that is perfect.

there are not positive as you wish to.

no matter how positive you think,when it comes to the result that drag u down it goes hell.

sorry for the craps.

ciao.

SPCA

went SPCA for moral bla bla bla.

first time in my life do such thing for animals.

those dogs and cat are cute yet pity.

for those cant find home will put to sleep after a period of time due to not enough place.

heartache to see those poor dog.=[

most of us was so excited when saw those dogs.

but not everyone dare to change the newspaper from cage which some of them are dog poo in it.

give a claps to sharon and jessica.

they are awesome!

picture not much on my hand.

just this few of them.

this is the one i found in the office.

very excted,cant wait to enter liaw.

the very cute logo.
double door entrance.
very fast,kena dog poo ad.

look sad yet pity.abnormal fat.
cute sial punya puppy.
jo was like:''faster help me took this silly cute pupp picha!!!"
i love this~! the dogs and cute are so good in drawing!

just like what i saw in books!
a new member.

cage cage cage

adoption anyone?
nice name:croissant.
i love this.HUSKIE!!!!
after dogs,go for kittens.

this is so tiny.

thats all.

meow meow says ciao ~

bits of warm

mood still not fully back yet.

don't feel like talking the whole day.

don't know why.

maybe just tired of everything besides.

tired of socialize.

tried chocolate ice-cream.

perhaps it help.

have dinner with friends that different class with them.

rarely mix.

but this feel is great.

i feel warm after the above situation.

a small yet short gather is enough for me.

heart enough.

XOXO

real nuts

tonnes of thoughts on my mind.

sorry if the post is in mess.

semester starts.

lots of thing changes.

tired of those thing.

hell tired.

things that can be and cant be seen.

i hate sawing those honestly i should say.

and that feeling is annoying.

i love friends.

the thing that i love after family.

i feel suffering whenever there is a problems.

i know maybe some people say that is a tiny problems.

and friends known as a passbyer for them.

they keep on changing every time.

but for me,they are important passbyer for some of them.

whoever having problems,do effect me.

why life doesn't goes like what fairy tale thought.

Happily Ever After.

keep the happy for life and kick the sad forever.

i enjoy happy-ness but i worry whenever happy-ness exists.

whenever there is an awesome,there will be a thingy that drag you down till the max.

thats mean wherever joyful taking part,after that i'll be worry about what bad stuff will be happen next.

who can just cancel the stuff after the joyful part?

is that a testing stage to grown stronger?

screwed that!

gosh!

light me a cigg.

ill

i think im getting sick.

so tired recently.

cant sleep well.

no mood.

need back to baby town to get a charge perhaps.

TT

strange

after a week of collage life.

back to life.

i feel things changes.

did i sense anything wrong?

feel so strange in a familiar environment.

i feel like im the one who out from the box.

i dun get the feel from semester 1-3.

dun really appreciate with this kind of feeling.

my problems?

am i dead?

no answer.

interesting

get a replacement class today.

for moral class.

first thing we do in this class is sing Twinkle Twinkle Lil Star.

2nd was Clap Your Hand.

then at last was a frog song which so funny with those face expression on it.

funny yet interesting all the while in this school.

oh yea.

after those singing we need to introduce ourself.

at first i think it will be easy for me and i'll end my part easily but something which kinda happy but yet kinda shy happened.

when i say where i from,

then the lecturer ask the class" did anyone know ,which place of Malaysia have the most numbers of pretty n beautiful girls?"

and the ans is my babytown.

then everyone was like wooow and looking at me.

kinda happy coz im from Diamond Bay but yet kinda shy that everyone looking me that way.

haha!

blush*

great to have such awesome lecturer!!

<3

ffk

rush to school for half day class.

waited an hour and get ffk by lecturer.

few hours blank to go for our next movie so we decided to get 1 early movie.

so we made 3 movies today.

The Fantastic Water Babes which is better than Flirting Scholar2 but just so so.

then follow by a funny movie which is Knight and Day.

lastly Street Dance which made me high coz i love dance!!!

DAMN!

i cant wait to watch Step Up 3 already!!!

next movie in July-

La Comedie Humaine

Salt

for August-

The Last Airbender on 5th

Love in Disguise on 12th

The Expendables on 20th

The Stool Pigeon,Grown Up,Vampire Suck and of course Step Up 3D on 26th.

first day after break

kinda weird.

kinda stress.

kinda strange.

kinda speechless.

kinda tired.

everything seems changed.

feel somethings different.

watched The Sorcerer's Apprentice with Ida.

thanks for the premium ticket!

nice n worth of going-to movie.

=]

kay. done of crapping.

gonna ciao to bed.

nite!