tired

i dunno how long i can wait.
a wrong step has taken and causes this.
damnit.

TOP wishes of mine

always thinking of bringing them (my dearest's LOVE aka the "factory" that manufacture me)travel together.

when i able to.

but now havent start with anything.

10 years time.

i dont wish the thing will happen.

in a mess.

i scare there is not enough time.

i wish they are not that suffering also.

i want the opportunity to do so.

my dream.

all about wait

heard that the MOM[ministry of manpower,sg] stopping ppl from goin in.

so, this is why im still under pending.

wait wait and nothing else, WAIT

got opportunity to apply hotel.

which i wanted all the time.

finding and planing to go for it.

wish me luck.

heart mess

need to wait another week again.

everything is so slow.

non-stop waiting.

after job then room prob.

sigh,why it is so hard to rent a room.

opps,should say why it is the room so fucking expensive?

so tired with this.

really.

hardly to take this.

mental goin to breakdown.

TT

Dislike

i have never hate a country so much.

so suffering being there.

suckish fucktard

finger crossed***

called HR early in the morning.

she say not yet got my detail.

2 more day left.

how would my day goes?

heartsink

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old woman

why you keep pushing me?
i already told you but u just keep being the typical s'porean.

cant u just give me sometime to breathe?

i also want it fast but i cant able to do anything more.

what u want me to do?

can u be abit more consideration on others.

im trying my best as well what.

damn.

gosh

everything isn't that pretty.

merlion city is not what i plan for till my training take place.

i try to took as a stepping stone and im sure this is not my destination.

what is my final destination?

i don't know.

but im sure and hope not MERLION.

maybe some of the ppl will say just a starting point, don't so negative.

but i do Sigh everyday.

not yet stable perhaps.

im giving myself a very big pressure which i cant push away.

im not happy.

at all.

decide

after thinking and all those emoing

i feel like changing

my job.

hopefully they able to make it goes smooth is all i wish.

finger crossed once again.

emotion

year end

everyone planing back to baby town

celebration

me, the only one who need to away

though i already knew

but still

emotion occurs

feelings up and down

=|

may this feelings go away asap

week

already start a new life.
don't really able to adapt.
had a very hard time.
more than a week and will going back after work tomoro.
not much feel about that but i wish there will be more E while coming back.
life starts and all i wish is time flies!
flies faster and made me don't think about it.
[how i wish it flies till the 21st of Dec of 2012.]
training and life goes on.

new life

got an interview today and they wishes to start asap.
a good start and also hard for me.
afterall, feeling was abit mess.
a new life had begin.
finger crossed everything will b fine!

heard

God heard!
God listen to me!
a very good start!
everything will be fine!

God bless

may God bless everything goes well.

please.

finger cross*

comforlessness

uncomfortable feeling keep annoying me the whole day.

i feel so unwell.

how could i take this feeling away

it is so disturbing.

gahhhhhhh!!!

move onwards

after graduation,after a lil episode or whatsoever and a week of relaxation.

is time to get back to reality.

need to move on to another chapter of life and never stop walking.

accept the real world.

wish everything goes smooth.

i hope it does!

finger crossed*

cold war

huge cold war.

i admit theres my fault in timing.

watsoever.

im out.

What's on your mind?

Please don't make a fool on me.

life

life isn't fair.

life will not fair.

no matter how bad it is.

it still life.

no one gonna walk your life.

you need to go by your own.

when shit comes,

take a deep breathe and life goes on.

mentally breakdown

im so regret.

regret of telling.

u told the whole family about it.

which i don't wish at all.

i told u is because i respect u.

but now...

how will i gain others from u?

i know u worried.

but theres a limit.

please.

i really wanna collapse d.

please pushing it so hard.

gosh!