GOD!

everything seems like GOD playin fool v me..da thing tat i most worry bout finally happen-my OZ dream broken..omg..i dun wanna accept tis truth!!i dun wanna stay here!!sumone help out of here,PLS!!i reall feel heartless n disappointed 2 wat happen..everything or every step i make like jus a dream..n everyone told me tat i can choose or make ur own decision but now i realize tat no money will not hav any authority 2 make any decision..every little thing u make is jus unnecessary..is jus worthless 2 do anything..and da onli thing i can do is jus sit there n wait for their order..wtf is tis man!!i hate tat freakin much(yeah,who dun hate it rite)!!now everyone who noe i din go OZ will ask wat i plan for da nex n da onli words i will say,"jus wait for it"bcoz i dun dare 2 make any decision n no authority 2 do so too..
GOD!!HELP ME PLS!!
SAVE ME!!!
SAVE ME!!!
SAVE ME!!!