Wednesday, March 31, 2010

exam is coming!
kitchen management macam mana?

Friday, March 26, 2010

picha picha

dont say i din post any photos.
and now i get you these~



have a great time today.
get myself a great loose.
but thats a quite lil torture at least something i make myself better.
fren,im on my way.
no worries~

Thursday, March 25, 2010

thx dude

thanks dude for giving me advice.
thanks dude for giving me hint.
i know you are trying hard to let me know.
thanks once again.
but before you hinting me,i already on my way trying hard to cancel all those own-fake-thinking.
i need sometime to digest all those.
and i'll be okay right after these.
fren,trust me okay?
you call me it is better to cry it out loud,but honestly,i don't feel like crying.
perhaps just a lil bit of heartache.
perhaps that not just the right person i meet.
perhaps that isn't that deep as im taught.
feel like over-oxygen like what sharon told me.
i need something to distract me.
perhaps a smoke help.
[im tired of being such a nincompoop]

Wednesday, March 24, 2010


why ?
why i should know the truth of society?
why every time i get to know the fake side of human being?
why they are so money eyes?
no flower u ask why no flower
got flower u say why so much flower
then how many flower u wan
please note what u want it on the question paper next time
people's haven't finish, u already mark them.
then what the purpose for us to attentively complete the cake?
will us get high marks also if us own the expensive stick which we don't often use it?
what the purpose for us to done all the thinking and finding idea before this?
chiu ji pet!
work so hard for what?
everything useless!

best damn thing

if u ask me,what is the most important for me in life?
and i will give u the ans-SLEEP.
yes, sleep.
the most damn stuff i ever needed.
if i din get a great sleep,it will definitely ruin my day.
and yday,is the best damn sleep i got since i move to this house.
i wish i can get this everyday.
i need it very much.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010


got an hectic week.
  • mon-pastries practical exam.
  • tues-cuisine practical exam.
  • wed-deco practical exam.
  • thurs-kitchen management test.
  • fri-class replacement

till now,onli halfway onli.
but i ad tired like hell ad.
those assignment some more.

Friday, March 19, 2010

water water water

no water again?!
im so frustrated ad.
reach home ad so tired still need pack thing n bath over my aunt place.
walao eh.
some more they don't even give any notice.
shit la.
should they done this onli fully known as a Malaysian.
then good,i admit this-Malaysia Boleh!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

last cuisine class

just end from an awesome class ever.
our table are bustling with noise and excitement.
the food are almost finish which we make it for almost 10pax.
damn syok.
everyone are snatch for meat situation and those laughter are the most great memories i gain.
love you guys!

Sunday, March 14, 2010


had a short conversation with a friend.
i feel my life is much more happier and happiness.
suddenly so miss mummy~
i ♥ + miss you,mummy!


assignments,test,exam and stuff.
mess and head scratching.[luckily no dandruff]

Friday, March 12, 2010


i got nothing to say if u wanna say so.
every time u dun even check for the real ans and just trust what u saw.
u noe how to say others who misunderstand u but how bout u?
u dun even care if the ans is true or false.
im tired to argue.


its happened again.
im suffering from sore throat and light nose-stuck.
im okay honestly but please don't make me tasteless and cant smell anything.
that feeling sux.
i feel like my taste bud out of function.
i cant even tell what the cake taste like.
i cant even know is those food are spoilt o not.
that really sux.
i don't want to get this continue.
sickness,i hate you and i fall in love to happiness and laughter;
Please leave me hell alone.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

shortage of happiness

a got a feeling
that tonight gonna be a good night
that tonight gonna be a good good night!

get a hair trim with sarah and also tagged wenchin along.
there is a so call not-bad guy looks like Juno Mak which we aim last time we visit.
and today, surprisingly he is was the one who washing my hair.
damn syok sekali
[but act i feel nervous like hell =x]
[think kosong lagi heh]
[oppsie,mummy is reading]
i hate ppl bit or hit my head but i enjoy ppl touching,massaging and gentle-ly tap my hair.
tat feel like so under protected.

Monday, March 8, 2010


someone help me!
im currently suffering from headache!
im so damnly in pain!

Friday, March 5, 2010


why often just so fluctuating mood
you raise me up once a blue moon but you drag me down to hell after that raising
i hope you can just remain the wan that refresh me
how i hope. . .


with that glance,i know you doesn't wanna wish me.
honestly,it enough to crack my heart into 2.
am i so damn annoying?
im tired,but heart don't even listen to what im instructing.
im frustrating of these.
this is not what im planing before study here.
i wish i can stay peacefully
[although i wish to get some excited once a while]
but Gods just don't let stuff go that way.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

how i wish

how i wish someone can just stay beside me
how i wish someone can just give me the best support
how i wish someone can just hug me
how i wish someone can just give me the most passionate kiss
how i wish someone can just give me the best caring
how i wish someone can just pampered me
how i wish someone can just give me what i want
how i wish . . .

Wednesday, March 3, 2010


i've been try over few times of giving up something.
but however i try,it just keep appearing.
or mayb i should try another way.
thats is Tired other i can ever say for these stuff.
as i say all the time,fan jian we can describe myself.