Monday, August 31, 2009

great holiday

plans r adjustable..
altho theres many stuff occurs when we going to made our plan but at last the plan still ON..
not much place went but there still many laughter at the swimming pool right KAKI..?
heart it!
<3

Thursday, August 27, 2009

again?wtf!

my bro car got knock down by a tree!
wtf is this happen..?
there non-stop bad stuff happen beside me..
at first my friends n now..?
family members.?
n jus receive my moms msg..
my sis is having her surgery..
she told mom is jus a minor surgery,but who noes how much minor is that..?
shit!
when is this bad stuff over..?!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

HOLLY week

all i can say for this week is totally HOLLY!
everyone is currently under a very terrible groove..
there is so many stuff happens..
whos the next..?
me..?
oh no!
pls dont!
anyway,i do really hope u guys can find me if u cant or dunno who to find to shout out all ur grumble..
im free to all my beloved friends!
wish everything runs fluent from now onwards.
*peace*

Monday, August 24, 2009

=)

爱情可以让自己只爱自己,

爱情可以让别人更爱自己,

爱情可以让自己看清自己,

爱情可以让自己看轻别人,

仔细看到“清”和“轻”的不同了吗?

这就是爱情魅力和残忍的地方。

男人的类型分很多种,

永远抓不到的那一种,

往往是致命的,

就像充满毒性的女人一样,

总会令男人又爱又怕。

我喜欢凡是都要有心理准备,

尤其是牵涉情感的因素,

有了心理准备,

就像找到一个无形的退路,

而不是黑不见底的万丈深渊。

我相信,

该来的,

你阻止不了;

该结束的,

会让你没有选择的余地。

不属于你的男人

即使你付出全部

他一样不属于你

我找寻的

不是一个形体

是一个想得到我的灵魂的人

躯体文字语言都是假象

只有灵魂才是真实的

不爱你的灵魂的人

我想他永远不会爱你

而且也永远也不知道该如何爱你

我知道现代人对于跟谁做爱这回事

已经渐渐脱离道德的约束

我说未得到的不只是社会的枷锁

还有自己心里的道德感

我没有轻视任何人

也没有特别轻视这样的行为

因为我知道这些该与不该的行为

有时候

只是来自于自我本身的寂寞

和刻意对自己或别人的报复

如此而已

恋爱的蜜月期有多久

可以预期吗

以前我会说不行

现在好像变成肯定了

当蜜月期过了的时候

情人要烦恼的是

如何让自己适应

或者让自己离开

在感情上遇到对手的时候

人总会自然的想知道对方的条件如何

我想那是一种比较心态

如果你够爱他

竞争的心态也会同时出现

如果你不够爱她

即使出现再多的对手

仍是一点感觉都没有

不过

我想重要的是

你要不要那个人

那个人要不要你

还有那个人值不值得你爱

所以那时候的比较

好像只是为了让自己提前有心理准备而已

如果所有难过

我知道那是什么感觉

是害怕的感觉

是害怕失去和面对不可预知的未来的感觉

舍不得离开当下的难过

选择品尝那样的难过

那种难过是你寄放在我这的心所给我的

我摸着它感受它的跳动

还有它温暖的温度

人往往敌不过的是自己的好奇心

是一份依赖又需要安慰的心

人们想听见的

只不过是可以让自己听起来好过一点的话语而已

怎么还是被这条无形的绳子绑住

何必呢

这么久的时间不够我赎罪吗

我欠你真的这么多吗

是不是要我最后不想自己了才愿意放我走

我欠你什么,我不懂

告诉你

这辈子

我最问心无愧的就是对你

一丝一毫的亏欠都没有

我想过

该如何我才会觉得我得到对方给的安全感

一个只想接受却胆怯付出的人

可以给的好像比别人给的少很多

为什么会这样

我想

因为我是个太过于被动的人

因为我是个太过于保护自己的人

所以面对心中渴求的安全感

我只敢静静的站在原地

等着接受别人的付出

感觉到对方真的给了

我也才能勇敢的多给一点相对的回馈

因为我还是没有安全感的害怕

如果我给得多了

会不会让对方以为他已经完全拥有了

然后他可以给我的

就越来越少

甚至是少过于我给他的

那么我的安全感又会慢慢的减少

知道完全归零

最后我又只能自己一个人难过起来

虽说我不爱你

只是这样的方式逼得我退后X缩了

我珍惜这样的温存

一个简单到不行的拥抱就让我自愿沉沦下去

那你还敢说我不够真心

我就这个单纯的请求而已

我要的爱情就像是放风筝

你是那个放风筝的人

而我就是那个风筝

风筝是自由不属于天空的

但请你有勇气来紧紧抓住我

将线收在你手中让我留在你怀里

cool

watched UP..
all i gotto say is awesome..
great movie in there..
lOve it very darn much n hope i can watch I LOVE YOU,BETH COOPER too..
n oso the dinner at last night is great..
overall everything is going pretty cool!
=)

Saturday, August 22, 2009

what should i do

rubbish on mind..
how i clean it..?
where can i buy mind cleaner..?
n there is mess in there..
who can help me to arrange it..?
i noe there is something that i cant really figure it out..
but what the stuff that really is..?
aduh..
headache lar..
cruva!

Barney's

I LOVE YOU,
YOU LOVE ME,
WE ARE HAPPY FAMILY;
WITH A GREAT BIG HUG,
AND A KISS FROM ME TO YOU,
WANT YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TOO.!

specially dedicate to all my beloved fellow friends!
heart you guys!
<3

Friday, August 21, 2009

lecturer class all day

having class from morning till evening..
sit until buttock oso pain..
but,
i still can able to laugh n enjoy the day..
hehe..
whenever there is mak n khoo then there will b laughter all around..
perfect combination..
matkool matkool kawanku!
haha..
cheers everyone n have a nice day!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

enjoy till max

jus receive a mail that bout the world goin to end on FEB 1,2019..
hmm,
so u guys need to enjoy till max no matter wats going on..

and i need to say i oso enjoy the dinner jus now with victor,gan,tan,khoo,huiqian n robert..
there is full of laughter n translation all around..

what u guys still waiting for??
enjoy from now on!!!
=)

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

FHM update

i think is time to update bout FHM out ad..
here we go the stories... ...
[sorry for those poor quality picha]
on thurs,we made our move to FHM early in the morning..
n lots of couple shirt from us..
then here we start the fair..
lots of stuff we can saw there..
n oso tonnes of stuff u can eat there..
teeheeee

we came to the chocolate corner the first..




n then the superb ice-cream..
i love it especially pistachio and passion fruit..
excellent!




hmm..i think for those who play pet society might seen this popcorn machine before..=)






oopss..this pic is sux..






coffee,espresso or latte anyone?








this we cant eat,jus display..
this oso..[love the color very much]



the chocolate man!

DAY 2
competition hall
love this hell much!



ice craving competition but too crowded,so this the onli pic i took..
paiseh..




nice bunch of piping rose..
the whole wedding cake
totally awesome for this thingy..[top]


top
bottom
n now is the tiny lil dish..





















this made of chocolate oso..








santa clause?
christmas tree
violet macaroons



this made of sugar..awesome!


this is cuteee!



i heart that tiny butterfly..


full of honey beeeeee..

this is great too..

special clock




sugarcraft oso..



spongebob
this is the one i love the most!

praying mantis by wood..?
vegetable craving
this is beautiful!
aluminium foil made..

iguana


there r hell lots of products u can saw at FHM..
there is not enough to c on picture..
pls grab the opportunity to visit the coming FHM
[mayb nex 2 year]
n all i wanna say is FHM ROCKS!!!