Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
First of all, I need to thx to the Banana couple- Sharon and Trevor for accompany me. Although there is not a great hang out but I appreciate it. Again, laughter still around when I’m around. =P
Another short missing over here. Although I’ve not much contact with each other or can say that no contact but I start to think of you these few days. Wonder what you doing right now, how stuff there going on and wondering did you think of me.
[I know this surely gonna be another short term “missing”. It will end very damn soon like all my past. But I just can’t help thinking of you. Or someone can please remove you from my memory. No one? Never mind, I will forget it very real soon. =]]
P/s: luckily you have your another part of your life.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Why must everything going so un-fluent every time?
Why every time there will be few stuff come towards me together?
I’ve totally get sick on those problems which occur repeatedly.
Can’t I just go through my course peacefully..?
Since back from there I face so many money problems and study stuff all faces financial problems.
I see hope from you guys but what I get every time is tons of disappointment.
Please don’t ever give me a cent of hope just because you don’t want me to feel upset when u know you can’t give me that thing but what I get is much more sadness and heartbroken.
Money, money money.
How if I’m a beggar?
Where I gonna find all the money from?
How if I get sick terribly?
What is the best decision for solving such problems occurs?
I think about ran away from everything, but … problems still can’t solve.
I think about commit suicide, but result still remains the same, problem haven’t solve.
As I say at my very previous, problems made life perfect but I just hate it so damn much when these happens.
I wish like everyone do but will I get blessed?
[I know everything needs my own effort]
That what we so called LIFE huh?
What a Tough Life human being need to go through.