suicide

last time,i can 100% noe myself wont commit suicide..
but now,
i indecisive..
my heart started budge..

i scare 2 tell ppl bout tis..
i noe ppl will say im stupid..
so,blog is da most suitable place for me 2 speak it out..

i noe hide is da wrong way 2 solve da problems..
but im sick v those..
my heart cant afford it much ad..

im sux rite..?
im such a chicken-hearted coward..
im poltroon..

arghh...
sumone pls kill me!!!