thanks dude for giving me hint.
i know you are trying hard to let me know.
thanks once again.
but before you hinting me,i already on my way trying hard to cancel all those own-fake-thinking.
i need sometime to digest all those.
and i'll be okay right after these.
fren,trust me okay?
you call me it is better to cry it out loud,but honestly,i don't feel like crying.
perhaps just a lil bit of heartache.
perhaps that not just the right person i meet.
perhaps that isn't that deep as im taught.
feel like over-oxygen like what sharon told me.
i need something to distract me.
perhaps a smoke help.
[im tired of being such a nincompoop]