merlion city is not what i plan for till my training take place.
i try to took as a stepping stone and im sure this is not my destination.
what is my final destination?
i don't know.
but im sure and hope not MERLION.
maybe some of the ppl will say just a starting point, don't so negative.
but i do Sigh everyday.
not yet stable perhaps.
im giving myself a very big pressure which i cant push away.
im not happy.