gosh

everything isn't that pretty.

merlion city is not what i plan for till my training take place.

i try to took as a stepping stone and im sure this is not my destination.

what is my final destination?

i don't know.

but im sure and hope not MERLION.

maybe some of the ppl will say just a starting point, don't so negative.

but i do Sigh everyday.

not yet stable perhaps.

im giving myself a very big pressure which i cant push away.

im not happy.

at all.