Why must everything going so un-fluent every time?
Why every time there will be few stuff come towards me together?
I’ve totally get sick on those problems which occur repeatedly.
Can’t I just go through my course peacefully..?
Since back from there I face so many money problems and study stuff all faces financial problems.
I see hope from you guys but what I get every time is tons of disappointment.
Please don’t ever give me a cent of hope just because you don’t want me to feel upset when u know you can’t give me that thing but what I get is much more sadness and heartbroken.
Money, money money.
How if I’m a beggar?
Where I gonna find all the money from?
How if I get sick terribly?
What is the best decision for solving such problems occurs?
I think about ran away from everything, but … problems still can’t solve.
I think about commit suicide, but result still remains the same, problem haven’t solve.
As I say at my very previous, problems made life perfect but I just hate it so damn much when these happens.
I wish like everyone do but will I get blessed?
[I know everything needs my own effort]
That what we so called LIFE huh?
What a Tough Life human being need to go through.