cries

after cries means some decisions made.

don't ever show how weak you're.

this is what i know since young.

first time ever for this burst up.

feel so embarrassed.

gosh.

don't wanna give shit anymore.

useless to think about.

i remember a thought that usually remind myself.-

If a problem can be solved, no need to worry about it. If a problem cannot be solved, what's the point of worrying?
and

No one will manufacture a lock without a key. Similarly God won't give problems without solution.

the best thought ever.

and out there,

i don't give a fuck anymore!