believe,should i

a friend just broke up with her boyfi and these day there's couple friends who asking about relationship thingy.

as we were talking about another half of our life a.k.a partner.
i believe that love will come to you as you believe.
i have try to go for a relationship which not till the LOVE stage and so i had realize it really cant work out with just like or some people so called a oklah.
i just cant. sorry to say that.

saw alot of situation, types of couple and so on. if i say im not afraid to falling in love then im totally fooling you. i scare and easily feeling insecure and i do trust my intuition.maybe it will be bad but sometimes it is a fact till you believe.
although i enjoy my single life but somehow i do really wish there is someone who can be with me like a very very very best friend. mr.B where are you? when are you coming to me? =P

accept , go through and gained ?

im scare i cant able to handle it good, but please GOD,be with me.
help me to go through this...

another stage

Holla readers. sorry for abandoned my blog so long. at a sudden urge, i view back my blog and decided to write something today.

After a year plus of Experience. the kitchen life is about to come to the end.

I've decided to change my field. to leave a place which full of laughter, hard work, tears and almost i can called it a HOME place of workplace im so reluctant to leave. it fill with love in it but too bad the place and
environment gone worst.

I have no idea whether is it the right choice of choosing these. Anyway, i just feel like trying it. At least or maybe it get me a better life perhaps.

I don't know why am i having so many thing on my mind whenever im writing blog. And many times end up in a mess. So, if this happened and i will go off. =/ forgive me.