confusing

meet a pastry chef few days ago..
he say is better 2 study 1st than work if im confirm takin tis for my carrier..
mayb tomoro will meet another sifu oso..
where 2 choose n which wan is da better choice for me..?
choose bek previous skul..?
i scare is too short for me..
other skul..?
i scare my dad cant really afford da fees..
how..?
wat i should do nex..?
confuse..
blur..
headache..
die..