for everyone who concern

for u guys,thx for being right there for me n oso made me laugh..
im now in my house cleanin since i've nothin 2 do..
try 2 clean up all sort of things n prepare for 2moro da upcoming new environment..
thx u guys once again altho sum u guys jus v a simple concern but tats jus too enuff 2 made me happy..
im glad 2 hav u guys n i feel everyone were jus bside me..
thx a million guys..
love in my heart..
<3


[lady gaga cheer me up v THE FAME]

officially

i announce tat,
im officially study at MIB 2moro onwards..
wish everything goes well..
[da most important my test n exam]
*finger cross*

nothing

din watch movie 2day..

jus sit at my bro counter n watch those passbyers..

no handsome..

boring day..

everyone work hard for their sales n fight for thier target..

[wish all of them hit their target here]

but my bro bought me a "Jiu Choy Mao" handphone string since i accopany him bought a fatty cat coin saving box..

cute enuff but i jus hang it 2gether v my Ripcurl keychain..

sorry for da poor sux pic..but anyway..thx 2 my bro for buyin me tis cute lil phone string..

<3

Moody Week

seems like most of da ppl in moody mode nowadays..
they sad..
they moody..
they lost..
they hurt..
they suffer..
they emo..
n me-----depress..

Moody Week..?
hmm..
tats a great idea huh..?
heh..

wish everyone get bek 2 Happy mode n laughter all around..
snips all da DOWN n here we welcome da UP..
lol..
anyway,CHEERS everyone!!!

suicide

last time,i can 100% noe myself wont commit suicide..
but now,
i indecisive..
my heart started budge..

i scare 2 tell ppl bout tis..
i noe ppl will say im stupid..
so,blog is da most suitable place for me 2 speak it out..

i noe hide is da wrong way 2 solve da problems..
but im sick v those..
my heart cant afford it much ad..

im sux rite..?
im such a chicken-hearted coward..
im poltroon..

arghh...
sumone pls kill me!!!

at least sumthing

watched Shinjuku Incident..
nice movie..
handsome mafia..
at least theres sumthing shift my attention..

bought a drinks tat i think i can onli buy it in Ireland..
LORINA Pink Marmalade..
thumbs up sparkling lemonade..
tats cheers me up da most..
is bout 15Ringgit which sell in Cold Storage..
not cosy but at least it cheer me up..

n moms call up n i finally get a opportunity 2 talk 2 her few mins..
altho tat jus few mins,tears ad roll in my eyes..
but at least i felt much more comfortable..

out for almost 6hrs..
nothin special but at least i cheer myself v lil things..

intend 2 use my buffday treat by Cathay cineplex 2moro..
who wanna join me for movie..?
=)

heavy rain~

heavy rain few mins ago..

i cant even c my opposite block clearly..

n now,

fresh air blowin towards me..

tats refreshing..

tats cooling..

n tats -----melancholy..

Flightless Bird,American Mouth on my mind again..

nowadays,i used 2 listen 2 tis song b4 i went into my sweet dreams..

when i started depends on tis song..?

is simply dreamy n relaxin song..

sorry im out of da topicof my title..

im jus cant help da situation like tis..

too many things pop out at a time..

too depress now,

out for a better mood..

-out-

countdown

after tis weekend,my class will b officially start..

im so damn damn God damn dunno wat 2 do actually..

mayb sum ppl will hav da same feelin as me when da times cum..

i wait these days for a long long time ad..

but when it is comin soon,it made me feel like BLANK..

im so damn self-emotion nowadays..

my heart feels so uncomfortable..

mayb everyone in my house r busy workin n passin their life now n im still standin right here..

n when im alone,there million things running on my mind..

tats breathless..

everyone bside me noes i like 2 frens around n sumtimes i like 2 hav sum private time 2 spend v myself for a certain times..

but i hate being LONELY..

tats made me feels like suiside..

da time is hard for me especially when sad songs played..

when tats kind of situation happen,there is like u switch on 2-3 different songs 2gether v same volume..

is so messy like be possessed by Devil..

then followed by depression..

slightly melancholy now,mayb..

waiting sumthin,sumbody/sum certain thing 2 cheer me up..

i nit those..

i nit a happy environment..

[i din mean im not happy here]

i wan my craziness n happy-go-lucky character bek!!!

n i dun wan start my class v a moody fuckin face!!!

oppsie,nearly forgotten...

"HAPPY EASTER,everyone!!!"

p/s:where is my Easter Eggs..????

[to mummy:i feels like goin bek 2 Ireland,here is sux nowadays!!!T_T]

T_T

wat a bad day 2day!
rain is cumin soon n da ppl internet connection is down..
ish..
im gonna done my spider webs here!!!
agrhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


[emoing]

out for hunt again~

bored at house n tracy call up n we headed 2 1U..

wat we do for shoppin i think i no nit 2 talk much coz my readers will noe it for sure..

teehee~

there is quite much for 2day coz we walk almost half days~~

teehee again~~~~~

i love tis but too lose for me..

tis is fat enuff~

how was it guys..?

which wan nicer..?

giv sum comment kay..?

jus bought a mini dark chocolate Easter Egg from Cold Storage..

but im still cravin for more..

guys,

pls feed me Easter Eggs!!!
<3

miss

jus flip thru my box n i saw tonnes of photo of me v all my frens..
da feelin of misses came from my deep heart..
i miss da time we get crazy,punished,sad,laugh n craps 2gether..
ohhhh..tats gonna b a sweet sweet memories..
when im thinkin of u guys,
i will wonder if u guys still remember me..?
we meet by fate rite..?
or is jus destiny which made us meet each other..?
anyway,im jus missed all of u..

=)

[there is tonnes photos which i jus own it in photos n not in my lappie so,im jus took a few photobooth pic which i own]
p/s:when is our nex photobooth time..?

stuff

my internet really cant work ad..
i even nit 2 stole others line 2 online..
hmm..
mayb theres good but oso bad for me..

im goin 2 start my class in 6 days..
in these 6 days without internet connection,i can sleep earlier..
n change back 2 an ordinary daily routine..
but is quite hard for me u noe..?
i ad get used 2 these kind of life for 1 year + i can say..
after im bek from Ireland,i jus woke up early if theres sumthin i nit 2 do..
n b4 i register for tis class,i admit tat i envy those who went 2 college n there hav lots of frens there..
but now,finally im goin 2 step in for study again..
[another stuff 2 bother again...]
will i handle it well..?
i wish i could..
coz theres a huge responsility to/for me..
i nit 2 put on hardwork for a better future n tis is oso da onli stuff i can do for my own..
ishh..
X_X

connection

ish..
IZZI sux man..
i cant online frequently ad..
i nit 2 wait other unsecure connection 2 online..
ish ish ish!!!
i wan my line!!!

family problems

okay guys,u may ignore tis post..
i dun wanna find n oso cant find a person n 2 talk about so i jus write it here..

==============================================
D:"a lawyer call me few days ago n says ur M is callin 2 him n ask bout da divorcement..how u guys think..?"
U:"... ..."
D:"how?"
U:"... ..."

==============================================
stunning there is my 1st response i gave..
then followed by dumbness..
lastly,ignored..

i noe tats impossible 2 get bek 2 da olden days..
tats really a IMPOSSIBLE..
n i knew da divorcesation will b happen too..
but y i still jus cant b cool n let it b..?
i knew tats tonnes of problems among them from young..
tat problems which cant b fix forever..

last time,
im da one who console my fren..
but now,
i really go thru da fuckin feelin tat emerge from my deep inside..

for who reads tis post,may i ask u a ques..?
is da Sun more important than us or Moon..?
if ur ans is Moon then u r totally wrong..
for me,THEY r like my Sun tat i cant deny forever..
i LOVE them lots tho..

i noe,IF sum of my certain family members saw tis,they might/mayb will say y i dun find them 2 relieve those feelings n get sum console..?
n here my ans is:
1.did u guys can get me out from da stupid feelings NOW..?
2.wat can u console me..?
3.tell me everything tat i ad know..?
4.tell me 2 accept those fact altho i accepted but actually u r thinkin tat i might not..?
5.delete all my sweet memories eventho theres not much..?
6.telling tat whose fault..?
7.advice..?[huh,i hav enuff for tat]
8.telling me everythin will b alright after a while..
9.get used 2 it..?[those feeling occurs is jus bcoz i din get used 2 it la]
10.b happy..?[yea,im tryin 2..]

understood..?
yea..i would like 2 lean on myself sumtimes,n dun like depend on others everytime..
i noe i will get used 2 it very very damn soon..
n tats is jus a stage for me,nothing big deal right..?

relax buddy,oceanagatha is always fine n no worries for,rite..?
love will always right there whenever u ready for,rite..?
misses... ...
<3

lovely day

wake up early morning 2day..
then headed 2 klcc for sum shoppin..
but there is too pack 2day..
lots of ang moh..

wanna do sumthing as usual so went over topshop n hav a look 1st..

but after a round,there r nothing special o nice clothes n dress so i headed 2 other shop..

now here da photo ~

hmm,tis is nicer in real..
<3

i was wonderin how i gonna piss if i wore tis..

so troublesome..

cute dress...

mm..i think tis is not bad too..

n tis is an ordinary wan..

after tat,another hunt at another shop again..

green.? or blue nicer..?

love tis till top!

jus ignore da weird pose..

love tis too,but is a long dress..

if short tat will b greater..

hmm..tats all for hunting..n i bought da blue wan in MNG..
bit of hungry n headed 2 isetan..
n is Japan Fair now.. n i saw tis>

i wish tis r mine~~~!
after all..bek 2 mt sweet home for a short rest..
coz watch my lovely movie-Fast n Furious4 at 7pm v ida n her mom~
wee~
when we enter da room for movie,there is a huge long queue for snack n ticket counter.. did u c those ppl..?

tats still sumore but i din capture those la of coz..

okay..stop right here lu..

tata..<3

10

10 more days to go...
10 more days i will b study in institute ad..
y i seems so so up n down..
y i couldn't jus took it easily..?
y i din tell myself "it is jus another start if schoolin"..
y im so nervous..?
hmm..is jus normal i think,but i jus hate it!

by da way,gotto go sum window shoppin 2 relieve those annoy feeling..
mmm...mayb tats a great idea..
okay..
Agatha,fighting!!!

finally ...

remember i told u guys tat i might wont online coz of da internet connection under service..?
hmm..
i think after a heavy rain jus now,it finally stop working ad..
n u guys must b wondering y m i still bloggin rite..?

k,for ur information,
i stay at condo,
so i stole sumone line here buthen,
i still cant sign in MSN coz MSN is da hardest wan 2 sign in i think..
nowadays da internet connection seems 2 b slow in everywhere..
coz everyone were dc dc n dc..
ish..
y cant M'sia like overseas tat provided thing in Fast & Furious..

oh yea..2nite Fast n Furious will b launchin..
n i wanna watch it so bad!!!
ish!!!

okay la,i stop all da craps here la..
bye~
[wish da ppl i stole da line wont close his/her connection so early *finger cross*]

F*ck

from da information of somewhere else..
M'sia r known as a peace reigns under heaven
[which means a peaceful country]
i think tat is a description for da olden days of M'sia..
n for now,
tat is overall a Sux country i think..
"for those small village in M'sia i think there r still peaceful la"

On 1st of April,1 of my frens bag get snatch by a MALAY GUY..
n jus now i heard from a fren tat there r another fren get pickpocket..wtf?!
n moreover,when da gal who go n report at da police station,da police still sayin tat she is bluffin n told her is April Fool!
omfg..

must Curse those snatcher n pickpockets 99!!!
Curse them
>fall down when they ridin motorbikes
>serious injure
>poor salt on da wounded place
>put honey bee bside n let bee stung until they cant tahan n run away
>when run away get bump by car then follow by gas tank lorry..

sorry for being sourness coz they r really such a LOSER n they even r lazy-eir than me altho i admit i ad da lady dum..

for readers:pls dun bring any bags/handbags/sumthing cosy when u r out..here is no longer safe like last time..
for those pickpockets/snatcher:go 2 hell as soon as possible!!!

y?y?y?y i din get 2 study in overseas..?
i dun wanna stay here anymore..!!!

spagetti or tomato mee?

my elder bro suggest 2 share da new flovour spagetti sauce v him so,he cook da spagetti..
n here now cum out v tis>

so wat u guys think..
is it a korean spagetti/tomato long mee/curry mee/wat else..?
hehe
anyway..
da new spagetti sauce is sux n tat costs 10 Ringgit..wtf?!

n i would like 2 share a im-lovin-it photo..which i took it before da cinema room..

Friday The 13th

April Fool

Happy April Fool guys!!!
lol,a day which full of laughter..
woohoo~
i might not b able 2 online these few days..
my internet connection is under service..
anyway,welcome 2 da month of April..
n buddy,
dun forget when is da important date,ok..

bye guys n HAPPY APRIL FOOL~~
[dun forget 2 fool more ppl]
[make ppl laugh intead of angry,okie?]